Lavender

It seems that calmness is what I need the most this week. When I was a small kid, I was among the quiet and calm, kinda timid and shy.

As I started kindergarten, I remembered I was already lost during the first month. Other kids were happily playing with another. But I was conscious of being afraid of communicating with other kids. I couldn’t find anything in common among the boys. I kept having the strange feeling during kindergarten. And, I was shocked when the classmate who sat next to me suddenly showed his genital while sitting. We were just 4 or 5.

Lavender is definitely I need today to clear my mind and keep myself calm.