There's a shower at the back
of the house
and every late afternoon
after the heat, the river
the mates, the conversations
sweaty on the porch
it's bath time
I pass through the privets
I leave the towel on a branch
the soap
on a small log
chopped flush; a minimal
preparation before making
run
the water
Cold at first
then warmer
comes the one the sun
scorched in the tank
of fiber cement
the whole day
Out in the open air
the amber cane
becomes enchantment,
the daily ritual;
I wash my hair
I lower my straps,
my swimsuit and I watch, almost
with unconscious care
that the sounds are
the usual ones:
some thrush
that takes flight
a gallinule that pecks
the last crumbs
on the grass, that stillness
at dusk
the neighboring houses
and the immeasurable variety
of leaves and branches in the bush
ecstatic, brushing against each other
I soap myself
my back, my shoulders
burn and again the water
they receive placidly,
more sensitive
the un-sunned edge
of the body always in a swimsuit;
the hairs of the vulva whiten
with the silky lather
and the nipples enlarge
under the marks
geometric of the neckline
I open the shower completely
and the flow
falls in brushstrokes
almost freezing it hurries me
out of the lethargy
of breathing;
until I close it and return
to the warmth of the fabrics
to the quietness in the towel
while the water
through the small ditch
perfumed runs
like a relieved sigh
like a loving instant
and its demanding vigil
Nobody knows
nobody witnesses
my afternoon behind
the stream;
a small stone that someone gives
and upon accepting it, it takes
the shape of your hand;
it has no value
it is not valued
it's not even placed
in a display case
of exotic objects;
one lives with little
with nothing
a kingdom is made
Alicia Genovese