Laura, I'm so much like Mike apart from his success and financial portfolio of course. Physically, I've broken my back twice. I recovered the first break and I served in Iraq where I suffered the second injury which included my neck which is now fused c5,6,7. I have pushed through these injuries though and am getting back in shape. I'd been sober for 26 years and relapsed on pain medications and back and forth between alcohol.. I was addicted to drugs and alcohol. I was Spiritually bankrupt again. God brought me back to AA and AA brought me back to God. I've always seen evil. I'm two years into this current recovery and I've see very clearly what's going on. Thank you for this content. It confirms my gut suspicions.