True brothers and sisters in the living Christ Jesus are meant to care about each other, as modeled by Jesus, as Christ in you the hope of glory, and actually that also involves entering into the pain and experiences of others fighting the good fight of faith rather than standing at a distance, totally choosing to ignore what even heavenly father cares about! Or they are constantly demanding what you just are not able to give of your time, energy & resources, and finances like you are an unlimited supply when that is actually heavenly father! And then demanding what you don't even have, but you willingly give because you would rather suffer in sacrificial genuine giving of christlike love than them having to suffer or in any ways. Yet they refuse to think outside of self and to even consider you in any way, as you are just a commodity to them, your not real, you don't have a heart, to them your not a real person created in the image and likeness of the Son, being conformed into his image and likeness. All you are to them though is as a machine, a lever to press to get what they want, not even need. And they don't care about you, or your circumstances, but they will call themselves your brother or your sister in Christ but they are lying. It's like they are possessed & can only think about being lovers of themselves, lovers of pleasures and what they demand and these are not born of Jesus' seed they are of their father the devil, because they do his works, they act like him, they think like him and operate from the flesh. And have no idea how to care for another actual human being, probably because they are not even humans themselves anymore.

Yet many cannot and totally refuse to offer genuine understanding, refuse to listen and indeed how can that even be exacted on this digital platform exactly? Tell me, oh, please do?! Because. Well it can't, & so many are just hypocrites they say they want to connect but what they actually mean is ‘i want more subscribers, I want God’s money you don't even have & look at me, look at me!’ and all they want is to extort you and use you for their gain advantage, they don't actually care about you at all, they are liars, deceivers and manipulators and am being honest here when I say they are draining out of me the very life of Christ in me, like it says satan tries to wear out the saints, but this is actually from those who say they are my very own brothers & sisters in Christ Jesus, but how can they be, when they are not living him out?

And like Jesus Himself noted: Now when he was in Jerusalem at the passover during the feast, many believed unto his name, beholding his signs which he did. But Jesus himself did not trust himself to them, for he knew all men, and because he has no need that anyone bear witness concerning man: for he himself knew what was in man. John 2:24-25 But Jesus didn't trust them because he knew all about people. No one needed to tell him about human nature, for he knew what was in each person's heart. John 2:24-25 (NLT)

And do want to say there are some truly loving caring brothers and sisters who have truly been kind to me with Jesus' love, who have taken the time to actually send me heartfelt messages and of understandings & actually are reciprocal in their love and care to me, truly cared about me, prayed for me?!!! Wow! You prayed for me???!! You were kind to me??! You listened to me???! You gave me a cup of cold water to drink??! You showed love to me??!! You listened when I desperately needed another human being to understand and to listen?!! And you did. But ultimately everything you did, you did it to beloved Jesus. And though you are the few, you mean everything to me, because you are genuine authentic and real & selfless & encouraging. Real in the living Christ Jesus. You know who you are. And pray to always be the same. So thank you. Because you may not realise the absolutely enormous impact your loving kindness has upon my life, & upon my heart and pray Heavenly Father blesses you all for just showing some consideration to someone as so lowly & undeserving, & i appreciate you all so much, you are so special, more importantly to abba's own heart. 💞