Awake at 520am. I finally got up at 620. Brain scribbles, writing in my head, worried about the day and worried about people very close to me and their health issues. Feeling helpless. I am scared. So scared. Scared of things that may never happen. I'm worried about things I can't control.

An hour earlier it was quiet. The tractors are out preparing the golf course and our country road sounds like a highway with rush hour traffic.

The world which was quiet and hour ago has caught up with my noisy brain.