I DON’T KNOW IF THIS WHOLE WRITING ON THE INTERNET THING WILL EVER AMOUNT TO ANYTHING ON A GRANDER SCALE OF LASTING RELEVANCE AND CULTURAL IMPACT AND THAT FEAR SOMETIMES WEIGHS ON ME MORE THAN THE ACTUAL DESIRE TO WRITE AND THE FACT THAT I OCCASSIONALLY HOPE FOR NOTORIETY AND GREATNESS EMBARRASSES ME AND PUTS ME AT CONSTANT OPPOSITION TO MY GOAL OF PRODUCING GOOD, SELFLESS WRITING FOR THE SAKE OF THE CRAFT AND NOTHING ELSE. I GROW WEARY OF THIS INTERNAL CONFLICT AND YET I KEEP RETURNING TO THE PAGE ANYWAY. GOD HELP ME.

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