I've been thinking a lot about this lately. I took a break a few months back and pieces of me I didn't even know I had lost started to return. I felt more clear and vibrant. Lately I've been considering leaving and not looking back, and calling it what it is—an addiction (that's probably the hardest part as someone who struggles with addiction). It literally adds nothing to my life, other than fleeting moments of "connection" with friends who probably wouldn't contact me if it weren't for the 30 second reels.