You pointed something out that all of a sudden makes sense to me. When you're not creating, that creativity goes somewhere. Like overanalyzing texts, etc. I use to take a lot of trauma or just normal situations and almost turn it into a movie in my mind that I live out during bedtime. Like if I had a bad day at work at my corporate job, I'd literally hav a whole plot where demons come and kill them all and I'm just over here watching it letting them all die or fight off the demons for fun haha. Like all this is graphically played out in my head because I wasn't creating anything at the time besides cosplays.