Very interesting post. There are many ways to talk about what an a being does when an abundance of tension is created and does not have adequate modes of healthy discharge for the drive. In my work, we understand this as Thanatos, and in the face of inadequate healthy discharge outward, the narcissistic defense gets enacted. This attack inward can look like many things, but always it is an aggressive or violent attack on the self. I think, in a way, you keep giving the experience of to it. I am working to give language to it as well, as the way I work, there are inoculations, emotional communications, and modes of external discharge that are far less destructive. Interesting piece