I am having so many dreams come to realization.

I’ve stayed in a high rise with beautiful light show at night lulled by the drone of the traffic.

I’ve been learning Malaysian history, cuisine from someone whose career it is to concierge, curate experiences for groups who I found out yesterday is the nephew of the woman who showed Anthony Bourdain Malaysian cuisine history but is also the good friend of my friend who I came to visit. I can’t tell you how much dreaming I put into every travel cuisine documentary. I wanted to be Bourdain with that breath of knowledge of food alchemy. Ritz loves showing us around and we love receiving what he shares AND I experience a dream coming into material.

If it goes as planned, we will go to a retreat center in a 130 million year old rainforest at a local rate making it available for my budget. That alone is an experience at tourist rates and traveling alone wouldn’t have been affordable for my budget. Magic had to happen for it to be attainable at my budget.

My friend knows I don’t have a big budget. I don’t hide it. I’m not ashamed of it. I know it doesn’t keep me from anything that is mine to experience. My friend offered me a place to stay having already planned to rent a 3 bedroom. We are enjoying each other’s natural rhythm of social interaction. We eat in cooking as much as we eat out; food is VERY affordable in Malaysia even for Malaysian people. Their society believes it’s a right to have access to food. Imagine that shit!!!

This is how I’ve learned to let go and in so doing brought dreamed of for me experiences that were in my budget with a WHOLE LOT of surrender to Creativity.