hello to young adult plus-size gurls on substack getting to read about the lives of plus-size adults.

for me, I still place good and bad values on food like when I was a kid. I still have difficult days/weeks beating myself up for having a cookie.

but it has gotten a lot better. Like so much better. I can manage it, find reason, calm down a lot faster and see clearly that it’s a cookie or a cardamom bun. And I’ve gotten a lot better about feeding myself to feel good over depriving myself to mentally feed my own self-hatred.

I like being soft. I like being plus-size. I like enjoying a cookie. I like sex as a plus-size, soft, cookie eating gurl.