I lost my older brother ten days ago. It was the hardest event I’d ever planned, to choreograph a service that celebrated his life, and gave us all a container to grieve. I hosted a reception at my home afterwards, it was the most comforting experience to walk in my door after the service, and for the first time see my house overflowing with friends and family. Taking photos felt macabre, but a few were snapped and shared, and there’s a lot of gravitas and meaning in them for me. Reintegrating back to social media is hard, part of me wants to never come back. But Alexei was so proud of what I am building and creating. He had many brave starts, many Day 1’s. So today, is my Day 1.