Forget publishing this, you are very strong for even putting this into writing and I’m so proud as well as grateful to you for publishing. These things should be heard and awareness must be spread. You may lit the spark for others out there who may not be as courageous as you, being afraid or hesitant to even speak about it. I'm so sorry that you've been through all of this, but your experiences does not define you, writing and sharing this could be a sign that you have already started to outgrown but still I don't want to make wrong assumptions so please know that all of this came from the most tender and compassionate place of my heart and I'm always here for you❤️