The most honest thing I can say about midlife ambition right now is: "I don't know what I want."

Not in a lost way. In a finally-free-enough-to-admit-it way.

My friend said it on a call this week and I felt my whole body relax. Because the pressure to have A Vision and A Plan and A Five Year Goal is the old game.

The new game is: I'm open to everything and attached to nothing.