I am gonna be 100% honest. This morning I unsubscribed for the 1st time in 2 years. Not because I don’t love you guys I just gave up. I feel like no matter what I tried I spoke in community I encouraged every patient and employee to vote and spoke to all them where they were. And even though I knew Ohio would go for him but I knew those I spoke with had family all over nation. I of course resubscribed

In 2017 I was in the midst of addiction and I got a DUI. I felt in that moment my world had crumbled my career was temporarily over I lost my house my daughter went to live with my mom. And of course my license. I ended up going to rehab and eventually got almost all back except to this day my middle daughter who was away at college cut me out of her life and still doesn’t speak to me. My point is today I feel the same way as I did that day.

I’m hopeless. I am devastated.