You know what I love about your writing? There's almost always a bit of humour there. No matter how grim the content matter is, there's usually a bit of a laugh somewhere, a bit of a smile, a bit of sarcasm or irony... That's what shows me how strong you are. You take ownership of it. You don't let it beat you. You pick up the burden, and you smile while doing it - even if you're crying at the same time.