A lovely read, and a sad read. It spoke to me because of the betrayals I also experiences and the tears that come no matter how good we are at holding back, those are tears of the soul , deep pain and a need to honour them and the horrendous losses spoken through your body .

Over this last few years, and what stood out to me from what you write was equally how these moments are so full of new potential as well as evoking the past memories of when you were safe and happy, a life you had had, enough of an echoe to also reconfigure the current experience. knowing it was sad to leet go of the keys and the identity of that life , the heartbreak, and the clear impact emotionally and physically. But the desk and that beautiful shops so lovely captured in your photos was what your soul took you toward , To help you recognise not just the the loss, the sadness and the now being able to say ok what else will life have in store for me that's beautiful and based on what now needs to emerge. your able to recognise this aspect so many people miss . They don't see those moments in places or people that speak to them . That we have to honor the loss, disappointment, letting go of those old identities but also short walks, to places you might never explore just to allow a new creative energy in , so that hints, nudges or even loud voices tell you how to approach the next step . even if it seems small or insignificant. We are shifting the field by shifting the perception of what could be possible