Every single health ministry of every single wealthy Democracy refutes your narrative about vaccines. Even Authoritarians health ministries like Russia and China refute your narrative. No, big pharma (evil as they are and they are evil) does not control all of these health ministries.

I am sure your illnesses were legitimate. And I would not be surprised of NEJMA and JAMA publish bullshit funded by big Pharma.

You are, however, consuming too much propaganda... Of that i am 100% certain. Vaccines are not perfect nor are they what you make them out to be.