Had to treat myself to an acai bowl after my interview on National Açaí Day.

The last time i worked in an office was about three or four years ago. I was fired for having a panic attack six weeks into the job.

Today my interview was for an office position resulting in another panic attack and many tears right before the interview.

I collected myself, prayed and did the interview.

I’m not sure if i got the job and it honestly makes me sad that i struggle to succeed in the typical ways society has set up. Everything just feels difficult for me.

However, i am very proud of myself for doing the interview and i know that one day i will be successful and financially stable in ways that align with me.

But until then I have to remind myself that im trying and find ways to add glimpses of joy where i can