I think it's awesome that you decided to just let out your ideas. I have an issue where I do like sharing my ideas with people which means I bottle it up inside me. It may not sound unhealthy but when you want to share something but have to keep a secret, it can hurt.

It's only until very recently that I will be experimenting with my own content again that I have kept inside me for years since I just worked on other YouTubers content before my own. I neglected to try out my own ideas. Also, I understand the metrics too. It's a useful tool but can be devastating when numbers start to go down. It can punch you straight in the gut and make you feel like utter crap, but you gotta get up and keep trying.

I hope Call Wavetro becomes a hit one day!