🪽🌈 first time seeing my nanas gravestone since she passed in 2021. i was at the funeral but once we threw dirt onto her casket i couldnt stomach going back with only his birth date. i finally felt called to go this year. felt i could stomach it, or felt i needed to anyway. i cried in my granddads arms as i morbidly glanced at his name etched next to hers. he said he slept good last night for the first time since she died. today he is going to see his gf. i am happy for him to not be lonely anymore, but its still hard. i hope i sleep well tonight too. i will put tortilla chips and red wine on my alter tonight 🌻🌼💐