I love you

Here’s the truth

I’ve always loved you

For the longest time

Years

Decades

Lifetimes even

I’ve externalized you

I really believe the lie

That you’re outside

Me

Now that I’m slowly re-membering

…

Be gentle with me

I been afraid of intimacy

I like it slow

Reuniting

With the truth

You’ve always been

In

With

Me

It feels crazy

Scary

Flying inward

Deeper and deeper

Towards my own heart

The one I been looking for

Praying for

Love, Oriya