all the words. so many words. patriot is one. that was already defiled but a thing like D. Trump throwing it around like garbage. drawing our flags down every month as if he cares about anyone or anything. well that part is right. We should be in mourning until his presidency ends.

every time i go to write anything I am so overwhelmed by the events ..I do not publish. every thought leads to opinion and conjecture and emotion - rabbit holes. How can I continue here? is it appropriate to keep singing a song as the country, and so the world, falls at ones feet?

we are caught in the Nazi play list. We are damned by the future if we continue and damned by our fellow human beings if we turn our backs.

I don’t know. i feel like im drowning. i wish there was an online support group that just, you know, hummed all night long.