Ball of rage describes me pretty well right now too. I am just apoplectic at how many Democrats seem fine with charting a course to defeat. Watching Jaime Harrison tweet about how they totally have to do the early roll call vote (which they totally don't!) is the latest thing that has me boiling over, but there are just so many things. I don't understand how they can talk about it in these existential terms and then not do everything to maximize the chance of winning.