Omg you have me in tears π’ π I lost my own mum at the early age of 11! I feel your pain immensely! I am in the process of beginning to heal that 11 year old self who blamed herself for her Mum's non~return home!
I thank this is partly why I am in the relationship I am in. I wanted so much to be loved that I was vulnerable and he knew it! Narcissists use your weaknesses against you!
Well done π βοΈ for having the courage and strength to share this heartbreaking π story!