Yesterday I felt compelled to walk Ashley along the path next to Alameda Beach. I rarely take her there, because that’s near the area where she was abandoned.

After I began fostering her nearly two years ago, I joyfully took her to walk near Alameda beach. I didn’t notice her hesitation as I took tons of photos.

The following week I showed photos to a co-worker I knew in the unit next to me. After saying “awe,” over Ashley’s cuteness, she told me, “She’s scared.”

I asked what she meant and the co-worker pointed out that Ashley’s tail was tucked between her legs in the photos. I had no idea that meant she felt scared or threatened.

When I went back to the shelter a few weeks later to pick up more food, I asked the person at the front desk Ashley’s story. When they told me I felt the tears in my eyes.

All they knew was that someone abandoned Ashley at Alameda Beach and it took them a month to catch her. She was angry, feisty, and lashed out at everyone until one brave manager decided to sit with her until she softened.

I told the people at the shelter I wouldn’t bring her to Alameda Beach ever again. One of them said to slowly reintroduce her to the area, to bring treats and let her know she’s safe. I never did because I didn’t want her to feel the pain of abandonment again.

Yesterday something inside me said to walk her there, and I did. Ashley walked confidently, sniffing every few steps. She smiled, wagged her tail, and relieved herself when needed. She wanted to walk further than I did, lol.

We stopped as I took pictures and enjoyed the fresh air that only being near the Bay can provide. It was blissful.

We ran an errand then came back home without incident. Ashley ate her dinner like usual and sat down in one of her favorite spots until I sat down and she jumped up to snuggle.

I don’t know why her former people left her to fend for herself on a beach. I probably won’t ever unless someone recognizes her and tells me. What I do know is I love her, even though she’s challenging at times.

There was a period where I thought I’d have to rehome her because challenges became too hard. But I cried my eyes out and held on.

I’ve written part of Ashley’s story, but haven’t shared publicly until now. Thank you for reading.

Blessings!

Tara

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