Why does time for me, feel illegal?

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I’m done with you now

This is time for me

Why does that feel so uncomfortable?

The options

and possibilities

All the ways that I could live

Caged in my ‘relief’

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You deserve it all

Every leap of joy

Zoomies that don’t co-operate

Purely, fly . .

Your care and gentleness

Dogs showing everything human

and beautiful about the

world

Presence in the moment

That could be you

Hurtling into snoozing

Walking, coffee

Guiltless rhymes . .

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