I know I feel this one from the dictionary of obscure sorrows:
Koinophobia: The Fear That You’ve Lived an Ordinary Life
Ancient Greek κοινός (koinós), common, ordinary, stripped of specialness + -φοβία (-phobía), fear. Pronounced “key-noh-foh-bee-uh.”
thedictionaryofobscuresorrows.com
The Fear That You’ve Lived an Ordinary Life