I hear you. To be fair, many, many, MANY people I respect had a hard time accepting the truth about vaccines generally being, well, FOS. In fact, it was that type of cognitive dissonance that allowed the Covid Scam to persist for so long and be so effective. Long held beliefs, even in science, take on the timbre of religion. Vaccines have long occupied such a place in hearts and minds, even on the side of ostensible "Covid Resistance." Some of us, you and I among them, concluded that the obvious errors in the promotion and approval of the mRNA vaccines indicated flaws in the process that applied to other vaccines. Shockingly (to me), other folks concluded that the errors were "one off" and applied primarily to this one time. #Shrugs