Last month I felt like I was drowning.

And usually when I feel like that, I double down on productivity even though I know that's how I burn out fast. So, I got brave and I rescheduled everything on my calendar, scooped up my youngest, and flew to Raleigh to watch my oldest run a 5k for Purdue.

It felt unhinged.

And it was the most soul-filling thing I've done all year.