I’m thinking of asking Benjamin J Curtis if i can pay him to give me an hour long lecture on Idealism. I’ve just had to realize again that I don't think I have ever really understood what it is as a metaphysical position beyond an epistemological position, and now I’m embarrassed that if I could only get a D-plus in a philosophy 101 topic I have no business saying anything about philosophy ever.

Of course then I would start to worry that I have to bone up for our conversation because otherwise I would be too ignorant of idealism to even be ignorant of idealism. He's just look at me the whole time and say

“Man you don't know shit about Idealism do you? You're too ignorant to even be wrong about idealism.”

Yes I am the one man so ignorant I could bring that side out of Benjamin.