“I’m going to start in 3 months.”

No, you’re not. You’re pinning your goal on a future version of yourself that doesn’t exist. It’s a fantasy. You do this all the time. You assume the future will be better than it is right now so you wait until then. But then the usual unexpected chaos comes from nowhere and once again act surprised. You’re so obsessed with the “right time” that you’ve wasted years of your life doing nothing. 

This is how you have regrets.

Start f*cking today. Stop delaying. Stop hoping for less or no chaos. Treat your goals like daily habits. Get to work. Procrastination is embarrassing. Lying to yourself is worse.