I catch myself sometimes realizing I live like royalty would have dreamed, I can turn a knob and get hot or cold water, I’ve got a fridge full of food, a stove, a microwave, dishes, storage containers, air conditioning, heat, a bed, clothes, endless shows and movies, all of it just sitting there like it’s nothing, and somehow my brain still whispers that I need more, like a bigger place is going to change everything, even though the water won’t get hotter and the oven won’t cook any better, and it’s almost funny because by any reasonable measure I’ve already made it, I just keep forgetting and acting like I’m still on the way, so maybe it’s time I admit I have more than enough and say Alhamdulillah for it.