No matter what I still want to be married. While marriage sounds like suffocation to some, it sounds like co-creation to me. I want an unconventional marriage though. Not threesomes and freak offs unconventional just we have separate rooms, we take vacations, we allow each other softness, we don’t expect each other to act like husband and wife but friends, colleagues and lovers. No kids, No pressure, No strict roles. I want a friend that I choose for life.