I’m going to write a heart-felt, the most wholesome, hella emotional, and hopelessly vulnerable letter to medical insurance companies and it’s going to be the most massive waste of my life.

But I bloody need it,

to let my frustrations out,

to declare that I didn’t go to medical school then residency then fellowship just to play the games some imbeciles invented,

to say to everyone but no one that I stand with patients against THE WORLD,

to prove to myself that I’m better than those faceless cowards who call themselves “payers,”

to stop biting my tongue and pretending we are all “professionals” and “on the same team,”

to make a small fuss about a big scam,

to feel fucking human again.

Who’s with me?